I am finally moving out of my room at the student hostel in Vienna. Well I am actually not moving out until Sunday but most of my stuff is already packed in moving boxes (does that word exist?) and the whole place doesn't feel like home anymore. It's been four years now and the place was my haven.

My stuff goes back to my parents's place where it'll be stored. I fell a great deal uprooted at the moment. This last days also required a lot of grounding and centering 'cause all this uncertainties of my upcoming move to the Netherlands and all the official stuff I had to deal with took up a lot of energy.

All my friends are on holiday right now, so I don't really have anyone to spend my time with and with nothing to do except waiting for sunday everything seems to bug me.

I don't feel at home at my parents's anymore because my old room has turned into some kind of storage room and is allready so full that most of my things have to stay in the packing cartons . So naturally I don't really look forward to moving back in with my parents.

Well it won't be for long because I am going to move to the Netherlands at the end of August. Furthermore I'll be spending the second week of August with a lot of friends at a lake in Upper Austria in some kind of a gay youth summercamp. (I really look forward to that.)

Well I guess it's just an emotionally upsetting time right now.

Hope you all have a better time.

BB Bastian

Well, what a day! A true 13th.. good luck day *g*

Today I received the OK for my exchange semeseter in the Netherlands. Had to fill out a lot of forms and work through a lot of official stuff but I am cautiously optimistic.. *knockingonwood*

I am really looking forward to this and right now I am tired but happy to have actually come this far.

So now I will cleanse my new chakra pendant and that will be it for the day.

Test results for my past incarnation:

I don't know how you feel about it, but you were female in your last earthly incarnation.
You were born somewhere in the territory of modern Sumatra around the year 1675.
Your profession was that of a seaman, cook or carpenter.

As a natural talent in psychology, you knew how to use your opportunities. Cold-blooded and calm in any situation.
The lesson that your last past life brought to your present incarnation:
The timid, lonely and self-confident people are everywhere, and your task is to overcome these tendencies in yourself and then to help other people.


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well how good that i don't seem to have those tendencies in my present life.. *g* lesson learned. *joking*