I am finally moving out of my room at the student hostel in Vienna. Well I am actually not moving out until Sunday but most of my stuff is already packed in moving boxes (does that word exist?) and the whole place doesn't feel like home anymore. It's been four years now and the place was my haven.

My stuff goes back to my parents's place where it'll be stored. I fell a great deal uprooted at the moment. This last days also required a lot of grounding and centering 'cause all this uncertainties of my upcoming move to the Netherlands and all the official stuff I had to deal with took up a lot of energy.

All my friends are on holiday right now, so I don't really have anyone to spend my time with and with nothing to do except waiting for sunday everything seems to bug me.

I don't feel at home at my parents's anymore because my old room has turned into some kind of storage room and is allready so full that most of my things have to stay in the packing cartons . So naturally I don't really look forward to moving back in with my parents.

Well it won't be for long because I am going to move to the Netherlands at the end of August. Furthermore I'll be spending the second week of August with a lot of friends at a lake in Upper Austria in some kind of a gay youth summercamp. (I really look forward to that.)

Well I guess it's just an emotionally upsetting time right now.

Hope you all have a better time.

BB Bastian